Jessica Le Bas

and I have something to expiate 

after D H Lawrence

I

            dog
brown
white
a marbled dog
a           lone
dog
stone     d
         og

II

           comes to my back-door
early one evening under dark
sits wooden by the wall
uninvited
seeks my hospitality

guards
shards of shot shatter anything that moves
barks like a sniper’s rifle
a a a ah ahhhhhhhhhh
sniper    dog
yeah
sniper
snapper
shaking
snaking
            snake dog

            lost

III

            the snake god growls
and the voice of my education whispers
the front page news of weeks
            I should call someone
            I should
a fissure opens in my side
reason oozes — heart to heart
lost dog
a            lone
shivers shakes
cold marbled dog
scare  d
       og
wooden hurt a            flee

IV

Little Red daughter
drives up to the back gate
in little red car
screams—wolf !
sniper dog
a a a ah ahhhhhhhhhh
Little Red makes it through the door
            cries

V

danger danger
ranger ranger
a pound for your thoughts
and a chance of escape
one piece two piece
bit pull  pull  pull
bit by bit
limb by limb
            heart to heart

VI

huntsman woodcutter
whistles croons
here fella            come here boy

a a a ah ahhhhhhhhhh
trickery dickery
god dog not fooled

VII

marble dog
tears at the silence
and the woodcutter in his covered wagon
scalps yelps
tears
tears
tears

VIII

the woodcutter drives away
marbled dog howling
into his blackness

rings later
says the bastard was mad
and we finished him off

IX

how paltry, how vulgar
I tell him the real bastard’s left holding the collar

X

daylight

scratch marks
three parallel lines
two sets
half circles
cut deep into the hardwood at my back door
like a language

girl dog
soft bellied pelt dog
rump to my wall dog
she’d sat
no name dog
lost
a            lone            d
                      go go go gone   d

and I must confess how I liked her

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Author’s Note

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